So of lately I have been going back and forth about this topic. Single Or Not To Be Single? That is a question that has been pondering in my mine over the last year or so. You see I have never really been or just never been in a relationship because of personal reasons I will disclose over blogger. So instead I would have guys as friends. I could not see myself my in a relationship because one I just don't like the feeling of being committed. Hold up back this thing up and rewind; I don't like being contained. I'm a free spirit and I like flying and coming and going as I please.
So let's say if I was to date, I want a guy who is where I'm at right now in life. For example if I was to just stop talking to a guy because I need my space, then I expect for them to understand and just give me my space. Or if I was to be like I don't care I think this other guy is attractive, I would expect him not to get mad, just trust me. Basically I need a guy who can deal with my weird behavior and temper, and my spirituality. If they cannot handle my world then they don't have to be in it; hence why I really don't want to date.
I'm not you average girl I do what I want, and I don't want to worry about how you feel if I make or do actions that will offend you.
So yeah to be single or not to be single is the question that is on repeat like a Wiz Khalifa or Kid Cudi song in my head. And to be honest I do want to be in relationship you know to try it out, but then on the other hand I don't want to be in one. I'm not flirt, I just want to be me and not be committed. Mmmmm that sounds to contradicting, but hey I'm young so I'm still learning.