Tuesday

As a..........




 As a kid I would lay in the grass and look up at the sky, wishing I could fly like the birds.
As a kid I would spend hours in the pool, I just loved the way the water rippled against my skin.
As a kid you could tell me no, and I would talk back.
As a kid, I would run barefoot all the time, I appreciated the way the grass felt against my feet.

As a preteen, I hid behind my flaws, and insecurities.
As a preteen I saw porn for the first time, and felt ashamed about watching it.
As preteen I felt embarrassed to be tall and curvy.
As a preteen I started to hate my body.
As a preteen I tried to fit in where I didn't belong.
As a preteen I started to crumble.

As a teenager I begin to party, and party even more.
As a teenager I went through phases of changing my identity.
As a teenager I had a eating disorder of binge eating, then not eating.
As a teenager my mouth was like a sailor.
As a teenager I down played who I was in Christ.
As a teenager I was depress.
As a teenager I felt like giving up on life.
As a teenager I stop believing.
As a teenager, I hit rock bottom.

.........Transition..........

As a young adult I'm growing.
As a young adult I'm coming into my sexuality and I love it.
As a young adult I experience my first taste of foreplay.
As a young adult I tasted rebellion, and learn how to balance it.
As a young adult I discover that I'm a bohemian hippie.
As a young adult I experience drugs.
As a young adult I experience my first kiss.
As a young adult I realized I'm stronger than what people think.
As a young adult I got my first piercing.
As a young adult I admit my flaws, and take responsibility.
As a young adult I see that I'm learning everyday to let go and let God.
As a young adult I admit that I'm sexually attracted to guys I want to bang.
As a young adult I admit that I'm non sexually attracted to guys I want to be in relationship with.
As a young adult I drink to have a good time.
As a young adult I smoke weed to chill out.
As a young adult I ask God to get me through and be with me.
As a young adult I feel free.
As a young adult I know who I am.
As a young adult I'm coming into my skin.
As a young adult I'm a virgin.
As a young adult I'm eccentric.

As a young adult, I can say I made it through all the pain.

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